welll I am just thinking out loud today...so sit back and think along...I am thinking about all sorts of things...
where I was last year at this time? I was a wreck, emotionally, mentally and physically, in deep deep grieving stages for my baby boy. I did lots of mindless things, sitting hours at a time playing goofy games that didnt require thinking.
where am I this year at this time? Well I am not a wreck or at least I don't feel like I am, I am still grieving for John, I will always grieve for him, but now I can remember the good times, the happy things, or fun and goofy things he did. I still do lots of mindless things, just because they are easy..ROFL. I dont spend as many hours playing pogo or facebook games online. (ohh I still play, just not 8 to 10 hours a day like before ROFL) I sleep so much better now. I have entered a peaceful stage of grieving I believe.
Some more thoughts...about my family dynamics, I see changes in J (my oldest son) changes for the better, he is much more giving, more considerate, he is still a teenager though..LOL. We seem closer as a family than ever before. And that is good.
So what are you thinking about today??
well...I keep thinking about summertime, being outside more, camping, hanging clothes out to dry, maybe planting a small garden, how I'd like to start recycling and the best, most efficient way to go about it...lots of things really, that I'm thinking about, those are just a few of the highlights!
ReplyDeleteI'm thinking about how much I love living in the country and watching the woods wake up after their long winter's nap.
ReplyDeleteBlessings to you, Cindy.